Yes! You WILL get better. In the midst of the illness, it can seem like you will always feel this way. It can be very difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak, but you WILL get better. Millions of women can attest to this fact - including myself! That is not to say that you will not bear some scars or memories you would rather forget, however our loving and perfect God will use what you have been through to glorify Himself, perhaps by helping others get through a similar experience.